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Just a pointless rant because I'm pissed off... [Mar. 25th, 2007|05:19 pm]
[Current Location |De hel]
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |Bauhaus - Double Dare]

Remind me to never go anywhere with my family again, ever. All my mom and Michael ever seem to do is act shitty towards me, and then act like it's all my fault. So, today we went shopping. I always bring my headphones with me when we go in the car because I'm OCD about controlling the radio, and Michael always has to be a prick about it. So, of course, they take this as an oppertunity to talk about the fact that I still can't drive, loudly enough for me to hear them over my music. Because, I obviously haven't told them AT EVERY POSSIBLE OPPORTUNITY how upset I am about the fact that I'm 18 and still don't have a driver's license. Go ahead, I'm not bitter. Guess what, assholes, maybe one of you should bring me to the DMV to renew my permit since it expired a year ago. I'd do it myself, but I CAN'T DRIVE. Maybe you should teach me to drive again too, because I can't do that either.

Then, we get to the mall, and my mom proceeds to let me know how annoying I'm being by standing silently next to her. Sorry the fact that I'm NOT bitching about being in my least favorite store annoys you so much, mom. Then we go out to lunch at a restaurant that we all know has nothing for me to eat, and I get yelled at for being upset about this. Sorry, but you are all selfish assholes. I know that the fact that I'm a vegetarian makes it a bit hard for me to find food to eat, but some consideration would be nice. So, I ate a plate of fries and shut the fuck up for fear of getting yelled at for being "difficult" again. We shopped some more and I got yelled at again for asking my mom if she could come into the stores I want to go to for 10 fucking minutes, even though I have to watch her and her husband loiter at fucking Bass for a half an hour.

God this pisses me off. No matter what I do, they act like I'm being immature. Is it to much to ask that Michael shuts the fuck up and stops acting like an asshole to me for 1 day? Or that we could eat somewhere that has food for me? Cause I'm a little tired of side dishes people. I'm also a little tired of always being the one who gets blamed for everything. I cannot fucking wait for college.

And they wonder why I never leave my room.
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More quizzes, ramdomness, etc... [Mar. 18th, 2007|04:20 pm]
[Current Location |Warum fragen sie dies?]
[mood |calmcalm]
[music |Shiny Toy Guns - Le Disko]







Placebo Lyrics Quiz




Well done! You really know your Placebo lyrics! Brian would be proud!
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So, yesterday was St. Patrick's Day. I'll never understand that holiday. I mean it's supposed to be all about Irish heritage, but all anybody does is use it to get totally shitfaced. Whatever, maybe I'm just a buzz-kill, but I just don't get it.

On a related note, I've decided that the only reason I would ever start drinking is so that I could listen to Placebo's "Without You I'm Nothing" while I'm hungover. That's such a pretty album, and it always seemed like it would be the perfect soundtrack to waking up after a night of drinking. That doesn't really make any sense, but I don't care.

Well, I can see that this is going nowhere fast.
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School can be so depressing... [Feb. 16th, 2007|03:54 pm]
[Current Location |Моя Комната]
[mood |crankycranky]
[music |Manic Street Preachers - Love's Sweet Exile]

I've been kind of sad all day, and I don't know why. OK, I actually do know why, but I don't want to say. It will only make me seem more depressing. I guess it's just the realization that I finally have the confidence to go after what I want, but it's too late. I'll never get the chance to get what I've been more or less waiting four fucking years for, and it sucks.

In semi-related news, I need a boyfriend. I know I'm probably the worst girlfriend ever since I'm awkward, independent, and I totally have a fear of intimacy, but I still want a boyfriend. Yes, after 18 years, the hormones that should have kicked in at around 13 or 14 finally have. Actually, I just want to make-out with someone before I go to college, because I've never gotten past closed-mouth kissing. That's so fucking pathetic, I laughed at myself when I typed it. I mean seriously, I don't want to be one of those girls that spends their teenage years all prudish, then goes to college and unleashes their inner slut. That would be bad. I at least need to learn how to kiss before I get to college, so I can at least fake like I have experience. Because I really don't think the girl who's a total fucknig virgin in every way imaginable is that hot to guys.

Whatever, I'm done being depressed at my complete and utter lack of a social life. I'm gonna go watch QaF on Youtube again, because boysex makes everything better.
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Guess where I got this from... [Feb. 15th, 2007|06:09 am]
[Current Location |room]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |Jeff Buckley - Forget Her]

Your Taste in Music:

80's Pop: Highest Influence
90's Alternative: Highest Influence
90's Rock: Highest Influence
Hair Bands: Highest Influence
80's Alternative: High Influence


I like everything.
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More quizzes, 'cause I'm bored [Feb. 14th, 2007|06:17 pm]
[Current Location |My room, as always]
[mood |hungryhungry]
[music |Social Distortion - When She Begins]







Which Manic Street Preachers album are you?




You are The Holy Bible!

Far and away my favourite Manics album, The Holy Bible is regarded as a masterpiece and one of the greatest British rock albums of all time. The lyrics and music are equally bleak, dealing with such issues as anorexia, prostitution, self-injury and the Holocaust. Nothing beats the poetic art-punk of Faster, or the haunting Die in the Summertime. Truly a classic album.
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Obviously, I would be the depressing album.

Oh, and school was utterly pointless today. Why the fuck didn't they cancel it?!
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One more... [Dec. 17th, 2006|11:08 pm]
[Current Location |Ma pièce]
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |Tori Amos - Crucify]







Which Francesca Lia Block character are you?




You are Violet Samms, the movie making, wild child, dark angel. Viewing everything as a scene from a movie, she spends all her time and energy coming up with the perfect script that she can show to the world to let everyone see her dream world where there is no hate or pain or violence.

'Violet is strong like muscle and sinew and sophisticated like silk velvet, liquor.'

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Bored...Should be studying... [Dec. 17th, 2006|10:56 pm]
[Current Location |Mi cuarto]
[mood |anxiousanxious]
[music |Some TV show about Courtney Love on VH1]







Which Francesca Lia Block girl are you?




Witch baby
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Which Francesca Lia Block heroin are you?




You are Witch Baby from "Dangerous Angels". You hide in the dirt and the dark and the paas. You love someone, but you can't find them. You don't fit in anywhere, not even with your family. The world is a vampire, isn't it?
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Which One of Francesca Lia Block's Characters Are You?




You're Witch Baby (The Weetzie Bat Books), an antisocial child living with you're father and almost-mother. You're the child of a voo-doo witch. You love photography and you're the drummer in a band called Cherokee Bat and the Goat Guys. You often feel as if you don't belong.
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I love how I got the same result on every quiz
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I took quizzes from Meghan again... [Dec. 14th, 2006|12:19 pm]
[Current Location |Mein Zimmer]
[mood |tiredtired]
[music |The Birthday Massacre - Lover's End]

You scored as Justice (Fairness). Your life is guided by the concept of Fair Justice: Everyone, yourself included, should be rewarded and punished according to the help or harm they cause.



"He who does not punish evil commands it to be done."

--Leonardo da Vinci



“Though force can protect in emergency, only justice, fairness, consideration and cooperation can finally lead men to the dawn of eternal peace.”

--Dwight D. Eisenhower



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Existentialism

85%

Justice (Fairness)

85%

Hedonism

75%

Utilitarianism

75%

Kantianism

75%

Strong Egoism

35%

Nihilism

35%

Apathy

25%

Divine Command

0%

What philosophy do you follow? (v1.03)
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You scored as industrial.

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industrial

95%

Emo

85%

metal

70%

Indie

65%

Punk

60%

grunge

50%

ska

40%

mainstream rock

35%

Pop Punk

30%

classic rock

25%

country

20%

rap

20%

Pop

10%

reggae

0%

what breed of music are you?
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Yay Industrial! Not yay at Emo being the next possible answer. It's too early to do an actual entry, so I'll do one later.
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Ok, this time I'm really gonna try to be happy... [Dec. 9th, 2006|10:00 pm]
[Current Location |Mein haus]
[mood |chipperchipper]
[music |Nine Inch Nails - Closer]

I really need to stop posting these long angsty entries. I'm starting to bum myself out. I don't really know why, but I've been really on edge and emotional these last couple of months. I hope its just stress.

Since I promised happiness, I have to stop talking about that stuff now. I got into Loyola and DePaul and got I shit load of scholarship money from both. That's happy news. Now I'm just waiting for UIC and I can finally decide where I'm going to college.

Hmmm...let's see, more happiness? Oh! It's almost Christmas! That's happy. It's also almost my birthday! I can't believe I'm going to be 18. I'll be able to buy porn and cigarettes! Not that I actually want either of those things, but I could buy them if I wanted to! Ok, maybe I want the porn, but don't tell anyone. Now, I must be off to "do my homework," which is code for sit on my ass and doing nothing and then freak out tomorrow when I have a ton to do. Toodles!
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